Missin' Manila

And So, I've been in Davao for officially, a week now, and (I can't believe I'm saying this), I miss every single thing from manila. 

Before this trip, I wanted to get away from every single thing in Manila. The noise, the stressful people and of course the job, some people that irritates me (to the bones), and some issues I want to close but I cant. I did everything to get away from manila and all the "controversies" I have with it. 

After a week, I realized, manila IS still the best place ever. I have my friends, my funny officemates, and of course, my stupid idiotic brother, my loud boisterous mum and my chess-aholic dad. I miss my dog. I miss the noise, i miss.... 

Anyway, a troubling question suddenly came into my mind. "Do they miss me?"

When I come back in a week or 2, I dont know what to expect there. Do i get a welcoming party? would I even get a "hey welcome back!" or "I missed you!" 

I hope that where ever I am, I will find happiness. I hope that I will be missed, I wish that at least someone would just tell me that s/he is just awesomely happy that Im back when I get back.

People here are nice. I like them. they make me happy. :) Its stressful at work. but its fun when Im with them. the giggles, the stupid jokes, the delicious food. :) Davao's great.

So Much of being homesick huh? 

xoxo

Board Exam

Sooooo... 


Its been a long "6months" 


And Its finally over. 


I dont know how I should feel. But all I wanna do is Thank God for giving me such a great run with what I want to do with my life. I wanted to start a new life. To have a License is the start of that "New Life" Im aiming for. I dont know what to expect, how to take it, or If i'll even pass. But I think that this experience has been great for me. I learned so many things about myself, Learning what capabilities I had was one of them. I was able to realize that I do deserve to be an engineer. Im much smarter, much wiser, strategic, made lots of friends along the way, And most importantly, I learned that I can never do things on my own. I have people who trust and believe in me, my family was supportive all the way, my friends were up for cheers, and my co-examinees were alot of help to me. Moreover, God gave me all support he could give me, he gave me the strength and the will to hold on when I thought fighting was not even an option, and when all hope was gone. He made me realize how much he loves me, and that no matter what, He's got my back. All I had to do was to cling on him, and trust him. He'll do the rest. 


I realized that the past life I had was a waste. I shouldve been more dependent on God, If i were that, then I wouldnt have struggled to live a good simple life and maybe my life wasnt that complicated in the first place. Now I know. Now I believe. 


Again, from the bottom of my heart, I thank everyone who has been a part of this journey. Thank you for the support, the encouragements, the cheers, thank you for being there. God has the wheels, whatever happens, Im happy. God loves me. He will do something great with me. I know it. I believe. Its all about faith.:)
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Song for Thursday.. Math Mania.

And so I was solving math and electronics (i am an engineer) the whole day.. and I was so happy I was able to solve all the problems miraculously. Out of nowhere I started humming this song.. and later on, searched in on youtube and sang it loudly. What the hell.. I fell inlove with math and elex. I dedicate this song to the 2 subjects. <3



The Song was sang by Zac Levi and Katharine Mcphee. This was introduced to me by my brother and I had no idea a "Katharine" even existed. I am now officially putting her under my top 10 Female Singers. :) I so Love this song. Listen to it. Its awesome. The link's below for you guys! Enjoy!
http://youtu.be/un60RISzE-A

God works Miracles

This day has been all blessings for me. Although it got me tired, somehow God gave me the strength to live through the day. After I drank my meds, Dressed up for bed, and now having a little time socializing with friends on fcebook, I came across this picture



She has no left breast. But shes happy. moreover, She will bear a child soon. How Great is this?
Breast cancer affects 90% of women. it starts with a simple cyst/Lump and then ends up having your breasts removed if the cancer spreads lethally. It might have removed her breast, but the replacement was awesome. another life she could spend with, and another special someone she could share it with.


Thinking about it, I figured, God has ways of making us happy. It might be through a tough struggle, hardship, challenge, adventure, whatever.. But surely, no matter how sad we maybe, at the end end of the day, If we choose to fight and prove God that each of us is worthy of the life he gave us, then we will experience the true happiness we're continuously seeking for. :) Cool huh?

Weight Conscious is a BIG NO NO!

And So, after several attempts of losing weight, I figured, Im missing half my life trying to be a perfect girl, But I love making delicious food more than me being sexy.And so I decided to  be a music lover instead!! <3
for my first music.. here's something.. Check this out.. Talks about thinking about someone else. :) I so love katy perry! I so Love her and her songs. Too bad russell and her broke up. sooo sad.. I hope she's handling it well.



hhttp://youtu.be/qPZdG6qT0B0

Pure Love Marathon

Now I'm having a marathon on pure love.. And I love it so much! I have a hidden crush on the scheduler. =D i love him much much!

A very Lazy FRIDAY!

So I did exercise the whole day.. But I ate dinner. I have so little discipline! I should've had sexier body right now. hahaha! Hating it. Anyway, I've spent the day reminiscing about everything happening to me. Watched TV, Horror things, slept. Did exercise, Ate alot. hahah. what's wrong with me being lazy every friday. Anyway, I went browsing awhile ago and found out that I'm missing some cooking schemes. Realized that telling white lies is wrong, and that, Its better to be super busy than to be idle. The more idle you are, the fatter you'll become. hahaha!! :) thats it for now. what a very unproductive day for me!! >.<